Renpet: Snip snip, who clipped this lady out of the larger fabric she once was a part of? Did she decorate a curtain, blessing an Egyptian home with her serene—and now crooked—smile? These are things I ponder as I work. I must ask Cilla, as they are questions for an art historian. I look at the image on my paint-spattered iPad of a colorful lady swaddled (or is she shrouded?) in black and white. She seems to be missing feet. I paint the suturing stitches in her mid-section, wondering if they represent part of an earlier conservation effort, or is she an amalgam of two ancient fragments sewn together to please a 19th-century collector? Here in my Brooklyn studio, where a delivery truck has been idling beneath my window for the last hour, I focus on the object itself.
At the museum, Kathrin had described with such obvious affection the thread-by-thread repair of her treasured “Schätzchen.” Squeezing another blob of Dioxazine Purple onto my palette, I imagine that some 19th-century collector fell in love with her classical features, flowers, and fruit, seeing in her a Roman goddess like Flora or Ceres. I paint tiny brushstrokes around the perimeter of the figure, so she seems to swim through infinite space. In the Egyptian pantheon it was Renpet who personified fertility, spring, and youth. Taking another snapshot of the half-finished painting, I send it to Cilla and Kathrin in Berlin and confide that I sense them peeking over my shoulder. They reply, it feels like we’re weaving together. April sunlight streams across the canvas stapled to the wall like a specimen. Later the painting will be stretched, but for now Renpet can be rolled up and travel with me. Rennie, my Border Terrier, and Petra, my Golden
Retriever, dream happy dog-dreams. “Ren,” I yell, “Pet,” time for supper! Renpet has become my Schätzchen too.